Wednesday, February 27, 2013

The First Month

The first month, oh gosh. Where to begin?? 
It's definitely a lot more than I had imagined. I'm glad I accepted to help through God's voice and not my own selfish ambition. I know that God is doing great things and I'm glad he's allowing me to help Him. 
Uhhhh well, this was our first month. I had the chance to lead service and lead a devotion. It was intense! However, God's presence was there. One of my personal goals is to show the Youth that it's more than just what we say. It's about how we act. It's about where our heart is. It's about where we stand with God. I don't want to build people of selfishness, but a people with hearts that love to serve. I think I'm coming across a little bit weird, but it's for the glory of God, so who cares?! 


I have seen some growth from the kids, their personal goals. I must admit.. I LOVE IT! I hope to help them reach their goal! 


Let us become more aware of Your Goodness, God. 
Holy Spirit You are welcomed here.
Come flood their hearts and fill the atmosphere.
Your Glory, God is what our hearts long for.
To be overcome by Your Presence, Lord. 

Breaking the Chains! 

Saturday, January 19, 2013

The Call

I've been going to the same church since I started 8th grade and since then I was going to Youth Group. I am now a college graduate and still going to the meetings. I think when you know what your heart wants and what your soul longs for you're going to go after it. Before my mind was made up to look for a new church, one of the leaders approached me. He asked me if I was interested in leading the group we had named 'Legacy.' My answer was quick: NO. My mind ran with thoughts of excuses I could give. We left it at, "if you ever need my help, I am more than willing." How do you lead a group of teenagers. I was there once and it was rough. Am I qualified? Will they learn from me? Will I lead them astray? Will they be hungry and starve? These thoughts of insecurity filled my mind. Days, weeks, passed until I had a sit-down with a lady from church. I really admire and look up to her so I always take what she says with sincerity. She asked me what was holding me back. She said she was confident in the impact I'd have on the kids. God spoke and led me to finally be obedient. More days went and I met with the leader. I asked him if the offer still stood. He said yes then I said yes. 
It's funny how God works in so many different ways. He works through us even if we don't want to listen to Him.